Lost Illusion
I just want to be
part of your symphony
And if you hold me tight
I wont let go
I trusted you
with all my heart and soul
It wasn’t for you
to take it this far
Too high you raised the bar
The memories were only half yours
They were mine too
The love was a piece of cake to share
we
were asked to
Not for you to have the whole
Left my life down like a troll
I wept like a baby for months
Broke my breath piece by piece
Letting you go
was the hardest thing to do
Someone help me to get this through
You took the light when you left
Left me in the dark
All is gone now
Says the mind that barks
How am I supposed to be happy
if
everytime
the
memory of your smile
cuts a sliver of my heart
I feel like the stranded leaf
on the corner of
the branch
Waiting for the water
to reach but it never
does
My mother told me to remember
after every
soaring heart
comes a happy day
After a storm
there will be a rainbow
But in the grey of the storm
I
forgot about the colours
of the
rainbow
I want to not want you anymore
Im falling apart
can barely breathe
Someone tell my heart
To remember to beat
In an endless garden of flowers
I will always
pick you
But just like you
the memories flew
Carpe diem they say
But tell them
there is nothing left for
me
to stay
We talked , I smiled
He wisked over my hand
I dealt
in pride
You gave me the strength to live
Now you’re the reason to die
There was a “WE”, a hope
But nothing after
No love , no life , no laughter
Life is like an elevator
on your way up
sometimes
you just need to
let some people off
I can
love you
and still
let you go
so Baby
I love you
And I’m letting you go
- the love of my life 
